October 1, 2010

Bipolar

Here's the endless cycle for Manic Depression.
 

People with bi-polarity are fine with the world, yet not agreeing with the same world entirely, probably because, even in their perpetual, nearly-psychotic state, they manage to figure out various models of alternate living which aren't as bad as what's called regular life.  They proceed with this point of view into a subsequent pit of despair, as they proceed to choose specific things and persons. Turning into illogical possessiveness and resultant panic attacks; gradually slipping into a state of mental inertia.

When all is lost, two thought processes cross the mind.
The first is, unfortunately, self-pity, reasonably coming to the conclusion, that the best that could happen, is death. If motivation is attached to this, then the conditions for self-abuse, and mandatory suicide builds and develops. And yes, it isn't entirely irrational. That's how parts of the brain, that deal with the common senses send off pleasure neurons to the motivation circuits, perhaps under the impression, that Motivation is enough to solve Head-Fucked-ness. It isn't.
The Sub-conscious parts of the brain, however, starts to help in creating something, anything, when one is left with nothing. The despondent stage becomes a state of self-learning from every attainable source of information, judging and understanding all of it with logical criticism. 

When a person having dual frames of thought such as this comes to a state of mind where mania and depression are mutually exclusive, that's when they've managed to maintain their uniquely weird characteristics, and enlighten themselves in the process.

People always find a way to make the Earth a wasteland, environmentally, psychologically, socially. Willfully Ignorant. It's not up to people with a lateral view to change it, but it's certainly important to rationally question and comprehend everything, at the least, it's worth the effort. In due course, creating something extraordinarily intelligent, or humorous. Rationality is a gift. It's perhaps one of evolution's jokes on human beings, that a highly evolved brain, such as the one we all possess, didn't come equipped with rationality. We had to learn it, to fulfill ourselves as a species. We didn't, so we have Global Warming, War, Famine, the illusions of an after-life and equal rights. We're versatile in the barbaric, and mentally-amputated in what genuinely matters.//

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